alternatives: writing

I hate myself
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backward notions

Always wrong
Always fail
Never good enough
Never prevail

The world of comparison has you by your wrists,
You want to look away but you know you can’t resist.

It’s a cycle and you are the wheel,
It’s the pebbles in the road that make you ask if this is real.

A rock comes a long and you fall to the ground.
You find your composure, hoping not to make a sound.

It’s all about perspective, a friend says to make it right.
But the lens I’m looking through is an unavoidable plight.

If only you were different,
You think quietly to yourself,
If only you could just be
Somebody else.

Backward notions, I know this is true,
But the honest truth right now is
I’m wishing I were you.